Pardon me

i know that i was wrong, and i'll never ever do that thing anymore, but PLEASE don't talk about it again, and again, and again, and again almost every day and judge me like i'm the most bad girl in this town. i'll explode more if you talk about that thing like every second. i'm just an unsteady teenager, got it? and i have been learning something from my mistake. so, please don't judge and blame me anymore, i begging you

Silhjeung

nan neomu pigon jadeul-eun hangsang naega jeon-e jeojileun ildeul-e uimun-eul jegihago sangdaeleul maengse hageondae, naneun geugeos-eul wihae sagwa haess-eoyo? pigon, pigonhaeseo. got it?

New~

more simple, isn't it?

19 March

morning fellas, i'm 17 now! berarti gue bakal punya ktp, jadi kalo ikut kuis-kuisan ngga usah pake ktp nyokap lagi deeeeh, wakakakak. well, my birthday is super great, thanks to my beloved friends :-) pagi-pagi liat hp seperti biasa kalo ulang tahun udah rame, terus agak siangan dikit si khai telfon nyanyi "happy birthday" hahaha it's lil bit surprise me actually. jam 2an si icha ngajak main ke joy, yaudah deh gue caaaaw. di joy mobil gue baru nyampe si rendol sama ale sama yang lain lupa siapa langsung nyamperin, terus bla bla bla another birthday greeting. udah gitu gue duduk kan tuh, ngobrol-ngobrol, ketawa-ketawa, terus tiba-tiba kedengeran orang nyanyi "happy birthday" dari belakang gue, ngga taunya si icho udah bawa kotak isinya 6 biji cupcakes ada lilin-lilinnya, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahaha kaget, wuwuwuw terus udah deh nyanyi "happy birthday" terus tiup lilin, terus makan cupcakes, terus muka gue dibleberin cupcakes, hahaha. it's really fun, thanks a lot friends, sooooooooo muuuuuuuuuuuch. xoxoxo :-*

i got this from them :-*

New babybalabala

heyho palll, how's your day? mine is great! why? because i got my new babyyyy, hell yeah gue dapet iPod touch baru, wuhuuuu, soalnya yang lama udah ngga bisa menampung lagu dan video lagi, hm hm ya sebenernya alasan pertama gue adalah...........biar bisa jelas liat muka donghae, wakakakakak. terus gue dapet the sims 3 ge-ra-tis, yuhu skubidubidu, hahaha, whyyy? soalnya tempat gue beli laptop itu engkoengkonya super baik, gue bersihin laptop plus upgrade plus the sims 3 gratististis tanpa bayar sedikit pun, top lah lo ngkoh. tapi recet banget ini iTouch ngechargenya 4 jam ngga boleh lebih, kan ya berarti harus ditungguin ngga bisa ditinggal tidur kaya iPod gue yang lama, hrrr. btw thanks dad for the itouch

BLAH!

"do what ever you want right now, you only live once dear"

Random post again, mianhamnida

1. it's sunday and raining outside, not important ha? yeah so what

2. i'm disappear from "dunia maya" and enjoying my true life, and it's feel really good. you should try sometime

3. i still really wanna watch super junior :-(

4. what else? oh ya tomorrow is monday, that means i have another school-damn-week, grr

5. deep inside my heart i miss "dissy", i miss this word "gue tau banget nih nada suaranya yona" or "gue tau yon tampang lo pasti kalo kaya gini..." a very simple word but i miss that fcuking much, and i miss her lame joke too...

6. life is getting hard day by day, who's with me?

7. my mom gonna open "butik" wish her luck guys :-)

8. i wanna kiss eunhyuk's stomach and donghae's cheek, hahaha

9. i can play rubiks, woohoo finally

10. my laptop's battery is dying, so bubey

Thank you, and goodbye fella

hey my best friend, hmm sorry, i shouldn't call you my best friend anymore. i just wanna say thank you for everything, for our precious time together, for our laugh-fun-happy-happy-day, for all my bored story that you heard, and for our friendship. i don't wanna this fcuking situation happen actually dear, all i want is we being together again like we used to be. it's okay, i know you have a new bff, but hell-o i'm still here, we're still here, your OLD BEST FRIENDS. maybe it's easy to forget and eraser us from your mind, from your memory, but it's hard for me, fyi. *sigh* okay i'm gonna let you go mate, someday when you realize that you threw something really important in your life, you can come back to us, or maybe can not? i don't even know....

bye dissy, bye fella, take care

A sandbox

Dreams

but i really wanna make my dreams come true. is that weird?